I am also a combat Veteran with PTSD. We didn't call it that in 1970 and I wasn't diagnosed until a few years ago but I spent an entire year in the jungle in Viet Nam as a Sargent and didn't come out until they left me, still dirty in an Air Force base in New Jersey in the middle of the night with no money or civilian clothes.
I saw my share of combat and was awarded two Bronze Stars for Valor. The biggest battle I was in, where we were attacked by 400 North Vietnamese troops and we killed 200, I do not remember almost anything of the 6 hour battle until I helped put about 30 of our guys in body bags.
The VA told me thats one symptom of PTSD and a good one. Some things we don't want to remember.
A couple of weeks later salt water fish started to be imported and thats when I started my tank.
They say I am disabled from PTSD but I never thought that as I feel it made me a better person, just with no patience.
I have been reefing ever since and although I didn't think of it as something that helped me, I imagine it did and still does.
Because of reefing, I have no down time and I can always find something to do on the tank.
PTSD affects all people differently and free time or time with nothing to do isn't a good thing as my mind, and I assume other people's minds can't be still. We can't shut them off even like this morning at 1:30 as I was up "thinking".
I can't say reefing saved my life, but it certainly makes it easier for my wife.
I saw my share of combat and was awarded two Bronze Stars for Valor. The biggest battle I was in, where we were attacked by 400 North Vietnamese troops and we killed 200, I do not remember almost anything of the 6 hour battle until I helped put about 30 of our guys in body bags.
The VA told me thats one symptom of PTSD and a good one. Some things we don't want to remember.
A couple of weeks later salt water fish started to be imported and thats when I started my tank.
They say I am disabled from PTSD but I never thought that as I feel it made me a better person, just with no patience.
I have been reefing ever since and although I didn't think of it as something that helped me, I imagine it did and still does.
Because of reefing, I have no down time and I can always find something to do on the tank.
PTSD affects all people differently and free time or time with nothing to do isn't a good thing as my mind, and I assume other people's minds can't be still. We can't shut them off even like this morning at 1:30 as I was up "thinking".
I can't say reefing saved my life, but it certainly makes it easier for my wife.