I'm very sorry to hear this alcohol addiction can be at nasty things you have my thoughts and prayers and I hope you find the transplant to keep your life moving forward I too used to be addicted to drugs and alcohol I had a couple children and got married started my own business and picked up the addiction of reefing instead I wish you the best if I can do it you can do it 2im dieing as i drank my self silly....im down to my last 6 months to live unless i get a transplant.im a good person just had a bad life...please pray for me